It's supposed to be hard; it wouldn't be worth it if it wasn't
Saturday, April 4
I said the other day I won't be updating, and will be focusing on http://slumber-closet.livejournal.com but I'm too bored, so here I am.

I bloghopped and saw Zhanhong's blog, where he showed the different stages of his life, and it occurred to me how time flies, and I mean it. Time passed so quickly, we have all grown up.

In 2003, the first time I set foot in JSS, I swear I hated the school to the core. Only 10 from Juying Primary came to Jss, and none were my close friends. The first friend I made in Jss, was Atiqah. haha. We were like the 'tallest' in class then, and I have yet to warm up to the classmates. Slowly, I made friends, like Siti Fatimah, Fadhilah, Sabrina, and yes, Amelie Lee Jing Wen. I don't know how things went, but all that matters were, the friends I made then, are still my friends and will always be. We've seen each other grow, from the selenge old days to present us. Fat is always warm and nice, and shares stories with me (: Fad tells her mom everything, and I think, I can be her mom's friend too, or her family friend, since I've warmed up to her family. Amelia is the first chinese close friends, who is anti-social, too practical to be true, loves technology, stone-hearted (haha), kind of the opposite of me. Sabrina is one of the best to bitch with, haha, its real funny how we 'talk about people' and she is hardworking.

Friends from Red Cross goes a long way. Celeste, whose English I always make fun of, but still she is a good friend. Jessica, the one I always tease for her oh-so-colourful bras, which stood out in our school house t-shirt. Sarah Lee Shi Qi, who is at time kancheong, and naggy, and annoying, friendship with her is a Love-Hate one, but still, we're still friends, and will still be. Aeryanna, the one whose personality differs greatly from me, but still, time with her was fun, especially when we gang up to disturb/annoy Sarah. Not forgetting friends like Linda, who I see everyday now, because we work together. LowZuhui who is always giving mean but hilarious comments, discriminating people's size, who is just fun to talk to anytime any day. The juniors, like Syafiqah,Derong,Naf, Dorisa, Awaliah, Fara, who were the hyper ones, and of interesting characters. I miss Red Cross a hell lot, I do, despite the proposals and intensive planning we have to do a instructors, despite the scoldings and punishment we got as cadets. I miss everyone so much.

In 2005, we had UG Camp, Weijian was in my group, and I was a strict leader. LOL. I don't know how it went, but he's my godbrother, and he an undiscovered philosopher (: Conversations with him, are nice, maybe sometimes complicated, because, his thinking is may more matured as compared to his age.

In PJC, I had nice friends too. Nurul Syuhaidah, who understands things even I can't figure out, whose personality clashes with mine. lol. Sitt who is unique in her own ways, Ika the happy-go-lucky one. Yingmin, the Jap fangirl, Keyan the blur one, Chienhui the funny one, Deb, who marathons many many shows online. Weidi, Kuo Un, the guys in S09. Life in PJ was different from Jss, but the friends somehow lessen the 2years torture we went through.

The furthest from memory will be the primary school days, with Aqilah, Atiqah and Hanisah. I've lost contact with everyone except Aqilah, yes, I meet her atleast once a year, to go out, shop and just random things. I spend very little time with her, but I sure hope the friendship will last.

Reminiscence. When we were young, we were too eager to grow up, and now, we have grown, holding bittersweet memories in our hearts forever. The little regrets, the eyecandies in school, the scandals, the exam grades, the crushes, the moment-of-folly, everything has played a part in shaping us. I've learned, and will hold dear all the friendships I made.

Things money can buy, I've got a plenty. My mood has been like these, for the past few days.

Till then (: Bye.

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Thursday, March 26
After not updating for more than a month, I am back. lol. I'm gonna let this blog remain as it is, because it holds precious memories. I'll continue blogging regularly, hopefully here.
Partially locked (: I'll post pictures here at times, to enlighten this blog. I'll come back when I want to, meanwhile, it will remain stagnant as it is.

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Thursday, February 12
6March. Possible date for the release of results.

I miss my long hair, yes i know, I chose to cut my hair.
Its just very very weird to go to work, without a ponytail. Lol.
Contemplating to switch jobs. Its a tough decision. The current workplace is pretty much interesting, because I chose to appreciate the nice things and ignore the rest.

Its getting to me, matters that I used to ignore, and bury myself in schoolwork.
However, this year is different, working is tiring but atleast we do not have homework to do.
And, everyone is busy working, so its just as hard to meet up.

"When its dark enough, you can see the stars"
Think about it. The bright sky will slowly evolve into a gloomy blue, and eventually black.
That's when the stars appear. Maybe its supposed to be that way, its too ambiguous.
We never know.

Oh well, the small steps we take might be too small to catch up with others.
Will it change? There's no answer to it.

Anyhow, Weijian kind of MIA.

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Sunday, February 1
From Haji Lane, to MadJack to Clarke Quay, to acting drunk,
and frantically looking for a cab to fit 5 of us into it. The ones who did not consume any alcohol seemed more drunk than the one who had 'Flames'. Lol. Amelia even thought she lost her hp pouch in the retardedly funny cab-ride. There were many glitches but in conclusion, my plan kind of worked. Hehe.

Btw, my Livejournal is more alive, and facebook too, as compared to 'Blogger'.































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Sunday, January 25
No Pulse. No Breathing.
Commence CPR!

Okay, I know this blog is dead.
I shall add a little life to it.
I've been working and slacking, reading, eat, gaining weight. -.-
Its the eve of Lunar New Year, and I'm at work.
Its pretty quiet here, since everyone is out celebrating, and no one wants to spend New Year in a hospital.

I can't upload photos, so it'll be just plain words of blabbering.
Anticipating the release of Alevel results, for better or worse.
I've made Plans A to Z to suit the outcome of the results.

This is the Last year I'll be a teen. When 2010 comes, it'll be the big TWO-ZERO.
The upcoming eleven years will be pretty eventful, depending on the path I'm heading to.
For now, lets just take one step at a time, if you know what I mean.

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Wednesday, December 10
Before exams end, we were looking forward to the freedom after As, but it is nothing that great really. 13days after As, I'm already working, after the 2-day job at Sitex Fair.
Officially an employee at NUH Emergency Medical Department.
I get to see blood everyday, and yesterday particularly, there was so many patients,
It was more like a restaurant running full house, except that hospitals can't turn down patients, while restaurants can.
I wonder if I can last for 6 months in this job. Maybe I can.
I'll just give it a try.


















Starting work at 1pm. Awesome.

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Saturday, November 22
YES. I HAVE NO MORE EXAMS. FINALLY.

2years 'imprisonment' is over.
I can shop, sleep, watch tv and rot as i wish.
FREEDOM. Lets forget and not think about the possible outcome of Alevels as yet.
Need to regain some humanity. and go crazy.

I need a job. money money money. yay.

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All things happen for a reason, but time will tie together all that's meant to be. May our paths intertwine again (:

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Turning legal 18 this year
22nd october 1990
Pioneer Junior College

I am neither abnormal nor typical.
Adolescent, still figuring out the mechanism of life
Pretty much fickle minded & talkative.
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